There is an intend promotion looming for me. I should be ecstatic about it, right? But I felt the other way around. Embracing this promotion means I will have less time to write and I know that five years from now all I wanted is to be a full-time freelance writer.
This unreceptive emotion I felt about my promotion leads me to a guilt feeling. Promotion is a blessing and I should be thankful for this opportunity. Right now also, I am financially drained, extremely drained. This is only my chief reason for accepting the promotion. The salary increase that comes along with the promotion is better than nothing. At this point of time, any additional income will help me a lot.
In the next few weeks, I will be embarking a new life and exploring the unknown horizon. Wish me luck!